loss

feel so sad...my two hammies passed away today...due to unnatural reasons... "( The downpour in the afternoon probably drowned them coz their tank cage was filled with about 3 inches of water.. feel really really bad about their deaths...like i'm responsible coz i've placed them there..like letting miso become more of a priority eversince she joined us...THey were supposed to be safe and under solid shelter at the front porch, but coz miso was always eyeing them, i decided to place hammies at the back instead...it's like favouritism...and i kinda overlooked the fact that miso was drenched before 1x when she's also placed at the back locked in her cage.

and my gf always teased i'm not able to keep hammies alive coz somehow or rather, i've 'caused' a few of their deaths...if i tell Biti this, it's really not gonna be a surprise anymore.. :(

i was just looking at them yesterday or this morning and laughing at how funny one of them looked (he's already botak)...and i thot to myself: the fatter one sure looks cute, good & sturdy still, & i'm sure he'd live longer than the botak one...when shall i clean their cage? maybe this weekend i gotta do it b4 dad returns.. and today this happens :((

i might have to clean their bodies later when i return home...it'd be really saddenin..experienced peanut's death at office also within a yr's time..such a lousy replay of events..gotta handle the water, shavings,wheel,bottle,cage,etc..sob sob sob...mus pray for them later...